inFORMAtioN :))

Ok ~ spRTi mnA Yg kwN2 SUMA tw , SA sdh TDk bLJr d MAtRiks Lg . knpA sa Buat POST ni ? sBb sA rimAs ! Rimas gLA ! y ? oH YEAh , rmi RUPAny yg bLM Tw sa Ni sdh KUAR drpD MATRiks . so , gOLONgan2 yG TDk tW ni sLLU Mgaju kN SOALan yG SMA tiAP KLi tjumpa sA . SucH aS :

# Susi ! KW D matrikS MSh ?

# sUSI ! D mna kw bLJr skrG ?

# SUsi ! SAMBUNg mna kw tme ni ?

acT , BYk LG JeniS2 Soalan Tu . cuMA SA mlS Mw tuLis . HAHA ~ * eviL LAUGH * . CHEWAh ~ KiddinG ~ Then , SA PN DGN SbrnY mjwb suma SOALAN TRSBUt . ayat2 sa :

# AK Nda D MAtriks LG .

# Ak kuAR bh sdh DRi matriks .

# ak minta pNDH Hri tU SBB ADA Mslh kSHATAN .

YA ! YA ! YA ! sa YG Minta pndh that day sma Sir riEDZNaN iaitu PENOloNG h.E.P d sna @ Suami ciKGu maziah tU .  SA ada msLH KShataN . SO , My dOKTOr tdK GALak kN SA SMBg study bUAT MSA ni . dia srH SA RESt smpi KSHatan SA Ok . tu LH SA tpAKSA Minta pNDH Kuar Dri matrIKS Tu . smpi sKRg sa d rmh sha . apa KERJA SA ? TANAM ANggur LH ! HIhi ~ tdK Bh , resT2 lh BH . MAKany sdh DOKtor srh RESt , REST LH Bh kN . TP BLA SA ResT2 ni , byK Pla twran STUDy yg sa dpT Tw . d Segi , kLMU , CosmoPOint K.k anD E.t.C . HAIran sa tW . TP SUMA TU sa tpaksa TOLAK DUE to kata2 dOKTor sa yg tDK SRH SA smBG STUdy dlU fOR THia tme . SA Pn bingung , bLA LH SA Blh smbG STUDY bLik ni . hAEYH ~ OK lh , sa MW inforM psL Tu sha acT . KeKe ~

adiOS !

oH My gEeEe !

stAGaA ~ StaGaA ~ StaGaA ~ PunyA main Lama ak nDA UPdatE Ni bLog . tBiar bh bLOg Ni . aK BKNlh aPA , TDA Msa koT . HUAhuA ~ Bh yaLh , i'LL trY To upDATe it sLLu oK . Ni pN AK RushIng2 jG BUAT post Ni . daA ~

SAmbunG StudY ~

NMpk itU titLE ? YaYyYYYyYyY ! Nda LMa LG Sa mW SMbg sTUdy ni . buT , FirsT 0f aLL , Sa mW CKp psL UPu sA . WaA , frUSt GLa ni . puNYaLH MerePEk . noNSENse gLa . seBAgaimaNA Yg YOu aLL SDh bCA PadA POSt SA Yg sBLm Ni mGEnAi intervIew sA Tu , tu utK UPu bH . KN yg TUKg teMU DUGa sA tu ckp sA tpiliH , SkaLiNY , BLA CEk upU , MMNg Sa DPt dipLOMa seNi haLUs daN SEni rekA D UITm tp BidaNG Yg sA DPt tU SEni haLUs . stAGaA ~ ApaKh itU ? SA Pn bLAnk2 oU . NDa tW gLa ! tULh sdH Sa cKp , whAT A NonseNSe ! buaNG Msa sHA Pg temu duGA THAt daY . Tia jG Sa dpT Apa yG Sa mW . FRustLH Jg . bUT , NiLH Nmany lumRAh kHDPnkN . PST ADa dugaaN daN caBARaN . NsbLH Ak dpT MatRikS smA kLMu . buT , KLMu ? mAYBe SA Tia mW KOt sBB tpAKsa pG intERview LG . WaA , intERvieW ? NO ! No ! nO ! LasT2 , sa deCide utK MsuK MatRikS . HuU ~ Am i mAkinG a gooD ChoiCe ? i hopE YEs . aLthough SA tIa minAT SAinS , TP Apa bLH BUaT . BLJr sHALh . sa juST HOPe thaT i caN PerForM weLL bLA D MatRikS NNt . mW BUat mY FAm pROUd oF Me . i knoW i caN ! YeaY ! Amin2 ~

ujiAN PerteNGAhaN SEmesteR

BRu shA SAtu mGGu , aK HBs upS Or knoWN As ujiAN PerteNGAhaN SEmesteR BG SUMa sTUDEnt mATRIKs . my komeN AboUT My upS ? HaraP2 LULUs ! hAHa ~ aYAt tu Bh . paLing mANANgLh eyH . MNa ndA , SShLH Jg sOAlaN DiA . qUite TOUGh Ou . aK HAnyA MAmpU TAbah daN BseraH . Bln 9 nI KUAr resULt dIa . mdH2An aK DPt resULt yG Ok . aMiN ~

mY LAteST NEWs ~

i dON't knoW , I ShouLD FEEL BAd oR GOOd . hwAa ~ sJK kbLKGn ni , byK BNda bLAku sMA Ak . firsT of aLL , Ak breaK SDh sMA FElix . waa , mgkN Tda joDOh kLikN . HaeyH ~ MLSLh mW CRTa PSL BNda tU . Nda mW IngaT . NNt aK Yg sdiH . At firsT , Dia btuL2 tia mW LPSKn aK . THEn , ak TTAp dgN PdiriaN Ak . aK Mw jG GEt ouT FRom his liFE . MMNg dia mgmbiL Msa utK MNRMa ppisaHAn kMi . dia cKP Dia btuL2 tia mW KHlgaN Ak . buT , APA Ak blH BUAt . loVE CAn'T Be forcE Bh . riGHt rIGHt ? jd , lAST2 , kmi pn tDA APa2 . sKRG , kmI UMPamA ABg daN adik . kmi stiLL CNTCt buT NOt oFTEn aS BEFORE . THE eNd foR THis posT .

P/s : tdK Mw StorY LBh2 . lET it juST Be ouR prIVAcY . PasT is PASt :))

raMAdHAn mENJeLAng TibA !

yA Ya yA ! AS ALl oF Us knoW , Hri ni msUK Lbh 10 hRi ktA SUMa , umaT islAm d dUNIa , meNUNAikN ibaDAh puasA . PUNYa mAin skjP Sha msA BLAlU . SYAWAL Pn bkL MJElmA . wAA , nDA SBrnY Ak tggU RAYa Ni . wEe ~

bLoG oH bLoG ~

ALaLa ~ siaN Jg BloG KU Ni . punyA Main LMa TBiaR . ANdUuUuUuUu ! aK Pn tia tW Bh mW CkP ApA ACt . yAlH , KbLkGn Ni aK Bz sHa . fOKuS STUdY KUNUn . hWaA ~ Ak bLAnK So sMpi sni shA K . ADa mASa , aK buAT NeW POsT Lg . DaA ~

KEhidupAN ku seBAGai peLAJAr maTRikS :))

fiRSt oF ALL , SOrrY SGT sbb BLOg kU ini sdH LMa tdK D UpdaTe . yaLh , buSY Ou sKRg . aiSEY ~ STRuggLE Bh . maTrikS Ni joOoOo ! masA BElajaR Yg sgT SingkaT ! Less thaN 1 yeaR ACt . whoA ! MOre foCUs bH . Ok , d maTRiks ni aK AMbiL JUrusAN SAinS , ModuL 3 Yg coNSistS Of sainS HAYAt thaT is chEMIStrY , BioloGY , MAThemaTicS DAn sAinS KOMPuteR . FirsT TMe ni mW BljR PSl saINS KOMputeR . YEAy ! excitEDLh jG . AGaga ~ tp , PADAt  BH My jADuaL HERe . msT PnDi uruS MASa oU . MKn pn SSh . mmnG BNYk kafE , TP MKNAn Dia tdK MYELeraKn utK Ak . ya , aK MMNg cereWEt dLM BAb2 mknaN ni . tDK MW ITu , tdK Mw inI . NGeE ~ APa bLh buaT , MMNg ak bgtU . DRPd mkN MKNAn kafE YG TDk myeLERAkN , Ak LEBIh reLA MeNAHAn laPAr daN MKn snaCK D DOrM . SAngguP Bh ! acT , BEStLH Jg tggL D MAtRiks ni . bnyk KWn . adA EZZa , QirA , NIsA , GRAcE , ZAtI , LUa , fyE DAn yg LAin . kaMCEng pLA KMi suMA D Sni . kekEKe ~ oklH , DOne foR NOw . gTg ! dAa ~

kEpULanGan mU d NAnTi !

thiS PosT UTk mY HUbbY Yg bAKaL puLAnG Ke LaBuaN ESoK HaRi . yEAy ! STLaH HMpr 3 buLAn tDK BJumpA , DpT jg jUMPa Dia Lg . Ak TLAlu isKIe bH ni . tuLH POst pN PndK SHa . hAHa ~ caN't wAit ! :DD

My fiRSt inTERvieW :))

WAa , brU Sha BLik dRi KK foR My FirsT ivieW . FirsT2 tkUTLh jG . FirST TMe bH . BLm aDA ExpERieNCE ivieW Ou aK ni . rsA jaNGGALLh jG . MY ivieW StarT JAm 2 . tp , jaM 1 lBIh lG Ak sdH ADa D SNa . sMGAt kunuN . HAhA ~ JAm 2 : mDAFtaR DLu . theN KNa srH MsuK Stu bLIk kULIah Ni . DLm tULh mY firsT TesT iaITu ujiAN LUkisaN . OMg ! LUkisaN ? WaA , Ak mnA PNDi mLUKis oU . TPaksA BUAt jG , Ak pN Yakin sHALh mLUKis tU . Apa yG Ak PRLu LUKIs iaLAh oBJek yG Ak nmpK DPn maTA Ak iaiTU KERUsi yG D LEtakkN D AtaS MEjA . KeRusi iTU D AlaS Pla dgN ALAs mEJa daN d sBLh kERUsi itU ADa toNG SAmpaH . Ak pN LUkiS ShalH . One hOUr utK UjiaN lukiSAn , theN UjiAN KreaTiviTi . Lps tU Bru UJiaN TemuDUga yG BckP . firST2 MsuK BLik tU , NilH aPA Yg aK CKp dgN leCTUreR Yg teMUDUGa aK Tu :

aK : AssaLAmuaLAikuM .

Him : wAALaikumSALAm . rMi LG KEr oRG Dkt LUAr tU ?

Ak : umpH , SYa TDk pSt . syA RSa 3 oRg shA Lg koT .
HIm : oK2 . * MenGUAp *

ak : oU , NgntK SdH lecTUrER ni RUPanY . * DLm hATi *

him : oK . NMa apA ? UMUr ? tggaL MNa ?

ak : nmA SYa SUsi rAMilYANa BinTI MaiDeeN . UMUr 17 stgH . Mw mSUk 18 . tggAL D labuaN .

HIm : * kTWa * oU , ADa pLA UmuR 17 StgH Ya ?

aK : * SEnyuM KambeeeeeeeeeeeNNNNNgggggg * 

hiM : OK . SpeAk eNGLIsh oR NOt ?

aK : oF CourSe . buT , I DiDN't uSE To sPEak witH My pAREntS At homE BcoZ Of mY RAce .

hiM : Ou , baNgSa aPa ?

aK : MLyu + bRunei + lEDAyaN .
HIm : tp mSIh orG MLyuLH ?

Ak : awU . MSTLh .
hiM : If bkN MlyU , TWRan AWAk Ni daH KenA TaRik bLik tW .

Ak : ya bH . SYa meLAyu aSLI ni . hEe ~

hiM : * SENYUM * Ok , syA TAnyA AWAk sOALAn umum YEr . apA Yg bLAku d sRWk skRg ?

aK : Ou , syA Tw tU . Ada jG IklAN dia dLM Tv tuKn ? aLAa ~ yG Mw KSi knAL2 SrwK Dkt sLRUh DuniA Tu . kn kN ?

Him : eEE , BKn2 . kN Skrg pDUDUk sRWk tgH Mgundi..........

aK : Ou , syA Tw ! yG UNdi pLHN RYa tUKn ? bTUL TAk ?

him : iTU TDk D kirA . AWAk jWB laIN Td . hA , DAh poTONg mARkaD DAh Ni .

aK : AikZ ! BlhlH Bh . sLh sKiT Sha pN . * SenyuM2 *

HiM : Ok . nEXt QuesTioN . SPakH MteRi saBAh ?

aK : Waa , maTilH Ni . aK Nda tW Ou . * dLm hAti * . musA ! BtuL TAk ?

hiM : AWAk INGAt diA Tu aDik aWAk kEr ? pGGiL MusA jeR ?

Ak : oU , YakN . Yg aMAt bbaHAgiA BLabLAbLa..........

hiM : AWAk aMbiL CoursE APa ?

aK : FashiON DesIGNEr ! * dgN YaKinnY *

HIm : oK . SBgi sorG FashiON DesiGNEr , spAKh yG AndA AdoRE D msiA ?

Ak : beRNARd cHANdraN , RizalMAn .

hiM : Ok , cuKUp2 . iF luaR NGRa ?

aK : GioRGio arMAni , piERrE CaRdiN .

HIm : bguS2 . Ok , sdH siaP .

Ak : hA ? Itu saJA ?

Him : yA . 

AK : OU Ya , mcmnA Mw tw iF SYa TPiliH Ya ?

hiM : If awaK tpILIh , awaK DPt uiTM PeraK Tu sbb COURse yG AWAk naK Tu hanYA D TawarKN D SNa . awaK BLh pG SNa taK ?

AK : Ou , oK Bh . syA Ok shA ni . demI StudY SYa sGGUp . * yaKINNy aK BCKP . hahA ~ * . umpH , SYa tDK bLH Tw dGN LBIh cpT KEr ?

hiM : Susi , weLCOMe tO UITm pERAk ! taHNiaH ! AWAk bjayA !

Ak : Ha ? reALLY ?

HIm : yA . TGGu srT TAWAraN NNt yA .

Ak : wAA , TRMa ksH SGt2 ! * iskie + shock *

wAa , aK TkjuT Ou msiH . MCm Tia pCYa Ni . tuLH serBA - SDkiT MgnAi ivieW Ak . aK Nda psT Lg mW D UITm pERAk oR NOt Ni . tgKLh nnT . MNA Tw adA TWRAn LAin LG Yg aK DPt . kN kN ? iviEW Yg LAWAk utK Ak . hAHa ~ Ok . donE FOr nOw . toDDLeS ~

iM soRRy i cAN'T Be pERfecT :((

AcT thiS PosT DeDicATed To mY OnE AnD onLy huBBy : FeLiX jikOn . hWaA ~ LasT niGHt gdH smA diA . PnjG CrtANy . aNu bH , AK tWLh dia d SNa tU Bz . mW FokuS StuDy . yA2 . i KNow His biG ExaM iS cOmiNG SooN . AK cubA MMhMi kDaaN diA D Sna . BUt , ppUAn Ni . bSaLh BH kN . SEnSitiF Ou . Ak mGAkU Ak Mmng KUAt seNsitiF . MdH NNGs , kUAT MrjuK , CPt tRSa aNd wHAt ELsE ? BNyK Ou . FoR Me , sMALL tHinG CoULd bE A biG tHinG . mmnG OrG LAin SSh mW Jga Hti aK ni ACt . i mEAnT , i caN eaSilY geT huRTs oR BeiNg bROkeN-HeaRTEd . tuLh bH . lUcKilY , My hbY ni SOrG Yg pYAbaR DAn MMhMi aK . Tp , dLM seSUatU PhuBUNgaN , PgaDUhaN mmNG TdK DpT d ELaKKn . thE SAmE thinG GOeS To mE AnD hiM . BRu bRPa jaM kMi tiA BmsJ , Ak sdH rsA LaiN . Ak rSa LOnELy . aK rsA SuNYi . aK sdRi pN tIA Tw kNPa . theN , i wOuLd sTARt CRyiNg . pDhL i aM crYinG Tu pN SbB No ReASoN Ou . aK JUst RSa kEseOraNGAn . aK BknnY apA , Ak jusT Mw Dia LUAngkN skiT Msa utK Ak wPUn aK Tw Dia d snA Tu bZ . wEirDNy aK ni . seNSitiF SunGGUh ! aK SDh cUBa uTk kuRGKn sUMa tU , BuT i caN't . hAEyH ~ Jd , BLa RSa sUNyi tU , Ak pN MulALH McaRi teMAn utK BcrtA . AK ni bLA On9 Fb , aK JUSt aKAn oN9 CboX Ak utK HBy aK Tu SHa . utK OtheR freNs , aK OfFLinE . SEjuJUrnY , Ak mLs mW d GGGU oLeH OthEr gUYs . asAL sha oN9 cbOx utK OthER FrenS Tu , mSt adA LLki2 tdK d KnLI Yg aKAn mULA myaPa daN sBgiNy . cKp ituLH , iniLH . Smpi fRUSt aK jdNy . aK BKn mW pRSAn oR apA , BuT THaT iS THe tRUtH . SeRiouSLY . TAnyALh ppUAn LAiN Yg adA Fb , mUsTaHIl dORg Tia pRNh KNa kAcaU jGkN . cOnCLusIOnnY , OfF shALh cBOx aK Tu . Ak jusT On utK C FeLIx kU SYg SHa . aiSEy ~ JiwaNg PlA . Ok , bbAlIK kPDa pGAduhAn kU DAn Si diA , SmLm aK On oU CboX Ak dgN OtheR FREns aK d fB Tu . ak JUSt chAT2 DGn oRg yG Ak KnL SHa . mAJOr oF THEm gUYs . buT , Ak tdA ApA2 MksD Pn cHAt SMa doRg . jusT Mw cRTa2 . aK TDa aPa2 pN SMa dORg . nOt moRE THAn jusT A freN Ou . tP , HBy Ku ni tW PlA PsL beNDa tU . THEn asKEd mE ManY qUeStioNs aBouT iT . AK pN JwB shALh . BUt skiLL diA Tu mcM Tia pcyA Ou . theN Ak ExpLAinLH Sma Dia bGUs2 . diA ni mmnG KUAt jeLEs oU . BUt i knoW , TU TAndANy diA MMNg sYg SMa aK . NgeE ~ lASt2 , aK Pn oK SDh smA diA . ALaA ~ GDh kjP shA Pn . sdH Ak cKp , dLm SESuaTU reLAtioNShiP , MMNg beNDa BKaiTAn jELeS2 , SLh fHm , gaDUh2 Ni mmnG AkaN BLakU . YG Bestny , LPs gADUh tU MsT HaPPy bLik . mkIN SyGLh KTakN . BtuL Bh . act thOSe ThingSLh yG MyeBABkN SesUAtU hbgN Tu MJaDi smAKin intiM DAn raPAt . WaA , Ak bCKp Ni mCm dOKtoR cinTA Pla R . PraSn bTUL !

To mY By : BBy tW By aKan bcA PosT ni . sOrRY sgT2 PsL BndA Tu . bbY TDa mkSd pN BuaT Tu sUMa . BBy juST Mw HiLGKn RSa LOneLy bbY Tu SkIt . i HOPe thAT u woULd UnDeRStaND it . bbY TDa aPa2 pN SMa dORg . u sHOULd trUSt mE . Ya bY , My LOve ONLy fOR U . BBy nDA AkAN daN Nda pRNh pn mW CurG SMa bY . UsELEsS bH Jg tU . apA Jg yG BBy DPt kUNUn bLA BUaT GTu ? nOthinG ! DpT DosA aDalH . SbB Ksi maIn oRG Yg bbY SyG . TDk FikiR PrsaN Org yG BBy sYg . bbY Setia Ou smA By . BBy ndA AkAN MaiNKn pRSAn bY . i aM sEriouS WitH u . juST WAnnA Be wiTh u fOREveR . WiThOUt U , I Am noThinG By . thkS SYg fOr cOmPLeTiNG My LifE . U MakES My LifE BeinG MOre coLOurfuL AnD fuLL OF HaPpinEsS . I ProMIsE , I woULd noT MakES U HURt aGaiN . LOve u bY . LovE u FOreVEr . LovE u mY feLIx ! :'))

aHLi BArU DLm mY fAmilY :DD

AHaA ~ SucH a titLe . mEREpeK bTuL . NgEe ~ aNu bH , ADa aHli bRu DLm FaMiLy ak Ni . coMEl sgT ! Mw tW ApaKh bENDanY itU ? RabBIt ! wEE ~ MMndGKn aK BrU PLng dRi KK bSMa FAm kU , DGn pELUanG Yg adA , My muM MbeLikN Ak daN sibLIng kU 2 EkoR raBBit yG SgguH ComEL . SATu jAntaN DAn saTU BeTinA . MstlH Bh sCRa bPSgN . If nDA , McmnA Mw LAhirKn BAby RAbbiT nNT . Yg jaNTAn nmANy doMOKun , yG BeTinA PLa nmANy dONUt . hAHa ~ LwkKN NMa aRNAb kU ni . biARLh . aRNAb kU Jg bH . BKn aRNAb oRg LAin . sUKa HTi aKLh mW Bg nmA ApA . AgaGa ~ SkiLL MiNta PuJi ni bH . adEiYy ~ SuSi2 , sdH2 TH CRTa pSL raBBit Ni K . Ok ! nEXt sTOrY CoMinG ~

My FUturE A.k.A My sTUdY

SEe THAt titLe ? oK . Let'S JUsT sTRaighT To thE poiNt . wAa , aK tiA Sbr mW SmbG StuDY ni . sERiouSLy . ak RIndU Mw BLjR Spti D SkLh rnDh daN MngH dLu . puNYa MAin bESt tMe tU . SO mUCh mEMOrieS AnD i caN't reMEMBEr eacH Of iT SbB TlALu bnYk . aWwWwWwWw ~ tBARu , aK DpT TwrN UtK Pg tMUduGA d uitM kK ThiS SAtuRDAy . ya ! aK MsT pG ! DiPloMA SEni LUKIs daN SEni rEKa , wAit fOr mE R ! Dri dLU Lg , aK MMNg mW CourSE ni . mW SGt ! hopE Ak LuLuS TMuduGa daN d tRMa sBGi pENuntUT D uiTM KeLAk . inSYaaLLAh ~ I wiLL Try mY BesT FoR it ! foR My fUTURe jG MaA . My PrOMiSE , aK AkaN bLJr bTuL2 tHis tmE . No moRE PlaY2 Or eTc . yA ! Ak MSt sEriuS tHis tmE . FoR MysELf , my FaMiLy , my FUtuRe ! HRp sUManY BjLn dgN LNCr . amiN ~

LeseN KereTA kU :))

YEaH ! GueSs wHAt ? i gOt mY liCEnsE ALreAdY . EEe , tiA SgkA MaA . BLh sdH Ak jLN2 PKi kRTa Ni . nO MorE BUs . yALh , DLU if mw pG BNdr oR SomEWherE elSE , Mst gunA BAs . nDA Pn , mY PareNTs yG HNtR . BUt nOw ? i caN Go bY My oWn bH . YYYYYYYeeeeEEEeeeeSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSssssssSSSsSsSs ! thkS FoR My muM AnD My dAd SbB taNggunG SumA peRBeLAnjAAn FOr mY licENSe . aLMosT RM 1500 Bh . iT Is TOo EXpEnSiVe , riGHt ? tP , Nda aPALh . mcMNa jG . MMng hARGanY BgtU . Mw tdK Mw , tPAksALh jG . THKs muM ANd dAd ! syG boTH Of theM SGt2 ! mWA3 ~

BLoG Yg bKUruN tdK d UPdaTe !

waA , PunyA main LMa aK rsA Ak Tia UPdaTe bLOg aK Yg PinkY inI . CheWAh ! tLEbiH Pla . buT , BtuL MaA . lmA Ni nDA D UPdatE . siAN bLOg kU . MMNdgKN Ak fREe sKRg , aK upDAtELh K . StaKAt mnA Yg aK MampU . My LifE StoRY NoW . WeE ~

i miSs hiM LikE CRazY ! :((

aK riNDu Dia ! ak RinDU diA ! Ak RindU diA ! HaeYh ~ bY , MisS U So muCh oU . Sgt2 ! i wiSh U WEre HERe thEN We caN HangOUt tOgEthEr . Hri2 pn BLh . HEhO ~ AnU , mmnGLH Kta cNTct , buT THAt StiLL doESn'T enOugH For mE . mw jumPA JG . Mw jumpA ! Mw jumpA ! Mw jUMPa ! LMa LG By mw BLIK Ni . BlN 5 . STAgAa ~ yA TUHaN , CEpaTKNLh mSA itu bLALu . caN't WAit Ni . seRiouSLy , bbY kaNGEn baNGAt sMA hBy . oU Ya , bLA dgR LAgu D Bwh Ni , mkin BBY rinDU Sma hbY Bh . uR FAv sONg ! kN Kn ? hEe ~

waHai feLix jiKOn yG d sYgi , c Susi aNi riNdu BNr sMA kEdiKAu aTu . muLih TH laKAs2 . bJAur KTa ! hiKhiK ~ Miss U DAmn mUCh ! i loVE u FOreVEr ! MUdaH2An oUR reLATionShiP ni bKKlaN SlMaNyKn bY ? 


saYa CintA kaMuUuuUUuUuUUuUuUuUuUuUuU ! :))

i LoVe KAty pErrY DAmN MuCh !

Katheryn Elizabeth Hudson ( born October 25 , 1984 ) , better known by her stage name Katy Perry , is an American singer-songwriter . Born in Santa Barbara , California , and raised by Christian pastor parents , Perry grew up listening to only gospel music and sang in her local church as a child . After earning a GED during her freshman year of high school , she began to pursue a career in music . As Katy Hudson , she released a self-titled gospel album in 2001 , which due to the closing of her record label , was deemed unsuccessful . She later recorded an album with production team The Matrix and completed the majority of a solo album from 2004–5 ; neither of which were released . After signing with Capitol Music Group in 2007 , her fourth record label in seven years , she adopted the stage name Katy Perry and released her first Internet single " Ur So Gay " that November , which garnered public attention but failed to chart . She rose to fame with the release of her second single " I Kissed A Girl " in 2008 , which went on to top international charts . Perry's first mainstream studio album One Of The Boys followed later that year and subsequently , became the thirty-third best selling album worldwide of 2008 . It was accredited platinum certification by the Recording Industry Association Of America , while " I Kissed a Gir l" and her second single " Hot And Cold " both received multi-platinum certifications . Her sophomore studio album  Teenage Dream was released in August 2010 and debuted at number one on the Billboard 200 . The album included hit singles " California Girls " , " Teenage Dream " and " Firework " , all of which topped the charts on the Billboard Hot 100 . Perry was credited as a guest judge on the seventh series of British television show The X Factor . She also has released a fragrance called " Purr " and will appear in the upcoming 2011 film The Smurfs . Perry had a long relationship with Travie Mccoy but she married Russell Brand on October 23 , 2010 . Last but not least , best of luck to Katy Perry . My awesome idol . You go girl ! :))

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ExtRa inFo : Bla BLik Dri scHl Tu , mY MUmmY Yg AmbiL Ak . wAa , aK THarU SgT SbB My muMMy hAppY Ak DPT rESulT gtU . Ak TkJuT sBb mY MuMMY naNgIS bLA Ak bgtW dia aK dpT 5A . diA peLUk aK THEn ciuM Ak . wHAt i caN saY , I lOVe U BabU ! AmiT hrP rEsUlt aMiT ni SDH CukuP utK BuaT BabU smA BabaH BggA SmA aMiT . I PrOmiSe , in thE FUtuRe ,  i aM GonnA MakEs BOtH Of mY PaREnTs pROuD moRe WiTh mY sUcCesS :))


LaLalA ~ MeLoMPaT dGn pEnUh KerIAngAn ! :DD

rEAd aNd eNjOy iT !

It all started when I was 6 years old . While I was playing outside on my farm in California , I met a boy . He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up . After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence . That only lasted for a little while though . We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together . I would tell him all my secrets . He was very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say . I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything . In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school . One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart . He just comforted me and said everything would be okay . He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him . I was happy and thought of him as a real friend . But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked . I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that I was feeling . All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends . But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently . On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him . That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him . Well , that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do . I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was . How he wanted to get married and settle down . He said how he wanted to be rich and successful . All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him . I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling . I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened . I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt . All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him . After graduation he got a job in New York , I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go . I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt . But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job . So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane . I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time . I went home that night and cried my eyes out . I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart . Well , I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst . I was proud of what I had accomplished . One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage . It was from him , I was happy and sad at the same time . Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends . I went to the wedding the next month . It was a big occasion . The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel . I met the bride and of course him . I fell in love one more time . But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life . I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me . I left New York feeling that I did the right thing . Before I left on the flight , he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me . I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York . I had to go on with my life . As the years went on , we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me . On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all . I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him . Well , just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life , I got a note that said : " meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things " . I went and saw him there . I was happy to see him , but he was broken-hearted and sad inside . We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore . Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time . He cried until he couldn't cry anymore . Finally , we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times . But in all of this , I couldn't tell him how I felt about him . In the days that followed , he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce . I fell in love again with him . When it came time for him to leave back to New York , I went to see him off and cried . I hated to see him leave . He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation . I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him . We would always have fun when we were together . One day he didn't show up like he said he would . I figured that he might have been busy . The days turned into months and I just forgot about it . Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York . The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport . And that it took this long till everything was settled . It broke my heart . I was shocked about what took place . Now I knew why he didn't come that day . Again , I was broken-hearted . I cried that night , cried tears of sadness and heartache . Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him ? I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will . Of course , things were given to his family and his ex-wife . I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding . She explained to me how he was and how he always provided . But he was always unhappy . She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy , as he was that night at their wedding . When the will was read , the one thing that was given to me was a diary . It was a diary that of his life . I cried as it was given to me . I didn't know what to think . Why was this given to me ? I took it and flew back to California . As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together . I started reading the diary and what was written . The diary was started with the day we first met . I read on till I started to cry . The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted . But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt . That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me . It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times , but was too afraid to say anything . It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another . How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding . He said he imagined it was our wedding . How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife . How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me . Finally , the diary ended when it said , " today I will tell her I love her " . It was the day he was killed . The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart . The moral value here is if you love someone , don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her . Maybe that next day will never come at all !

i miSS My dADDy :((

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